Ohk, so I was on the phone to my ex last night... He was sober for once.... I think... Well he told ne he hadnt been drinking so I trust him. He said a few things and I interpretted a few things and in the end I was confused literally OUT OF MY MIND. I interpretted a few things he said and it seems that this boy has feelings for me... But I'm not sure... He always suprises me so it is literally a "God Knows" situation. But he does seem fairly happy that I have intentions to run away from my parents place and stay with him for a bit. Says that I wont annoy him and that atleast he'll have someone to talk to. Earlier this week I told him that I love him like a brother... It seems now that if i said that, it would be a very inbred situation. There is something in my mind telling me I should love him but I dont want to be wrong. If only he would tell me... Ha... He'd never do that. I want to make this fully clear... I can't imagine my life without you but I don't want to complicate your life but I think I Love You and I've never really "fallen" in love before so this is COMPLETELY new feeling to me and I'm sorry if I read you wrong.

Ohk...
Artist for today...


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